on my own and ready
So the short of everything is that it has been an emmotional roller coaster of the past 48 hours. And here I am. Sitting in a Panera in Macon, GA (thank goodness for free wi-fi!) anticipating the day ahead tomorrow. I love adventure, I love going to new places and exploring, I love pushing my limits – but I love doing all these things knowing at the end of the day I can have someone to share it with. LJ came by for lunch on her way to her clinical spot and it was such a sweet blessing. Having my parents come down with me yesterday was also wonderful – which shows I think a drastic change in myself that is completely Jesus. Just a short while ago, I would have stubbornly pushed people away, like a 4 year-old prostesting “I can do this myself!” Being relational is not a sign of weakness and neither is lonliness – it’s amazing how we can skew things at times.
I’m excited about tomorrow. It will be an adventure full of challanges, successes, and failures. And ultimately I need to be reminded that I will be on it with the most relational being in the universe – my heavenly Father.
